How can she be so numb yet so intense? She is so distant and unreal. Yet, she loves with every bone in her body. She loves with more than that. She loves as much as a person can. It usually scares them away. She's tired of loving too hard and caring too strongly, and she's tired of them leaving her for it. When all she wants is someone who loves her like she loves others, why can't she be the one who loves her so fiercely? Why is she incapable of loving herself like that? Why does she hate herself, and yet, she wants to find someone like herself?